Paris Jessie

The Disengagement of Debris

My palm / runs into the cave of my belly / it overturns / as if / surrendering leaf / pupil traces
vein / reading of foggy incantations along a lush / green trail / mountains are calling / mountains
are calling / boom boom boom boom / cough up some black and blue / that make campfire in my
esophagus / chimney up to voice box / that is to say / strum my vocal cords / knock the wind out
of my trachea / well / i did request to fold / inwardly / and so / that thing / prowls a bit less

Meridian

to stand bare, as in warm, black,
soundless 
let you feel me without contact 
my vibrations ride the canals
sprinkled in your ears 
taking a seat
something of a
bee hummingbird
how I’m sweetly here 
perched at your oval window 


yet, what also comes are my defeats 
stuck neatly around my collarbone 

even I feel out of my own reach

do not forget the echoes of
whole other black bodies
they barge in with a midnight chill

honey, that is by way of the deep sea
and beyond me

I imagine rain spilling from my fingernails
because 
while they’ve never dug into my skin
well, they have had to run across it and 
“go through the motions”
more times than I’d like to account for 

but, you know,
still, this body is 
a loud, rumbling crest
of golden sawdust

yes, carried away, sometimes, flowing
daringly

Paris Jessie (they/she) is a black, queer bodied wanderer. Much of their work is rooted in the peculiar. You may find more at iamparisjessie.com